..but I think I married the bad luck dude and it is passing on to me. It never seems like we can get ahead, we are always limping along. Just as we get to a decent place or point, something else comes along. I have never in my life experienced that much frustration. Example, we will fix problem A in the truck and then problem B manifests like a week later. Luckily hubby used to be a mechanic and is kind of a handy man so it usually works out - but it just seems like we are never getting ahead.
Yesterday was full of set backs again, problems with a year long issue that just won't resolve and then a financial set back (again). Sometimes it feels like the year and a half that hubby and I have been married and the 2 years we have been together, we've been thrown so much crap but we make it through. I don't know how, but we make it through.
Sometimes I wonder if all of these were signs that I shouldn't have stuck with it, but in my heart I just can't imagine me with out him. I just can't see me life without him. It just doesn't make sense without him. We struggle, we have problems, he's got a dead beat ex that just takes his money but refuses to support 1 of her kids even though she gets the child support for 3. It's just hard and it's just frustrating. Just ugh.
I should probably figure out what to do with this headache coming on. I think it is a migraine. Ugh, I hate migraine days.
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